11/18/2024 - drawing

"Hey bro what do you want to eat?" "The souls of the innocent" "..A bagel!" [Souls of the innocent VINE]

11/04/2024 - just a thought

As I sat alone during lunch today (because SOMEONE/my friend wasn't there and i was the only one at the table) I came to realize how fast time is going. I made this website sometime in June, and now its November. I haven't really been able to update it much due to studies, things regarding my future, and my social life, but I can't help but realize how it's almost going to be the next year. Just two more months ! I also realized how I'm a quarter of the way done with this school year. Midterms are yet to happen in January, but that's a next years issue to think about. I've accomplished so much this year, that I feel like I've fullfilled my year. I usually don't make New Years Resolution goals because A.) I forget about them and B.) I'm too lazy to do them. I just take things as I go. But like, idk, I don't wanna grow up just yet. (I do get to learn how to drive, which is cool).

10/15/2024 - girl of my dreams (literally)

I'm recalling a dream that I had about two days ago where I was at my lunch table talking with my friends. All of a sudden, this girl appears and asks to sit with us. Now, usually when I have dreams with people in it, I typically know the person. However this particular girl, and I could be wrong, I never met her irl. She was very pretty, had blonde hair, lots of mascera, and dressed in old school preppy clothes. She was very pretty (idk if I mentioned that). Maybe she'll appear in more dreams in the future (?)

well damn. now I feel like Scott Pilgrim in Vol 1 when he continuously saw Ramona in his dreams (>///<)

<== I swear she had this bear on her bag(in the form of a keychain ofc)

10/08/2024 - very first little blog thing (and a very strange dream)

I had the strangest dream last night. In short, I was in bed and somehow knew the door was unlocked to let in fresh air. All of a sudden, three deers came in and started eating from a grass patch from my floor. I ran to my parent's bedroom to tell them that a bunch of deer were in our house and prepared to get yelled at. But I wasnt yelled at, and instead, my dad shot at the deer INSIDE the house. I saw one of the deer had a third eye ???? Idk man. After 'going back to sleep', I wake up with my mom telling me that we're (me, my mom, my dad, and younger brother) going to visit my grandma and aunt. By how the windows were opened, I think maybe this dream took place in Bratislava (since in Europe, the structure of houses are different than in America). We walk a little to this three story condo in the city and we're greeted by my grandma, who speaks perfect english. She gives us a tour around this condo. The interior seems to look a lot like your stereotypical Eastern European house hold. However not all rooms had things in them. Some were completely empty with red Russian letters on them. One of these rooms were apparently my mom's. My grandmother said ,"This was your mother's room. This is where you will be staying *points towards me*", and im kinda just like 'oookay'. This room was very bland. It looked like a liminal space photo I saw a while back of a room with only a dresser, mirror, wardrobe, and a bed with saturated pink sheets. There was also red russian text on the walls and I decided to ask my grandmother about it. She said it was some kind of propoganda and that they weren't allowed to remove it ? Ooookay i guess. As she gave us a tour of the rest of the house, we're broguht to the balcony. This balcony had nothing on it but a big patch of grass on top (second floor balcony). I want to assume it was because they were in the city and there wasn't a patch of grass in sight, but it was really weird because how would that grass grow there ??? There was no dirt anywhere, but that's besides the point. My family and I were going to step on the balcony, but it looked like it was going to collapse. It started rocking and we asked if the balcony was safe. My aunt chimmed in and said "Oh its perfectly safe ! We sit here all the time in the morning and afternoons" and then both my aunt and grandmother go and sit in the middle of the balcony, criss cross apple sauce, and just sat there. They did absolutely nothing after. And thats when I woke up, confused as shit. Idk that dream felt very liminal. (The condo kinda gave off the vibes of the bottom photos).

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